Fuck you.

Fuck you for what you did.
Fuck you both.
Screw you for still keeping secrets.
Screw you for keeping pieces of this from me.
For wanting to keep it special and private.
Fuck you both.

Fuck you both for killing a piece of me.

For kidnapping, seducing, and beating my heart …
… my faith … my love …
… my intimacy … my sexuality …
… my desire … my dreams …
my trust and my love
I don't see how you can ever give that back to me.

Fuck you both for trampling me.

For taking my love and laughing at it…
… for betrayal … for lies …
… for deceit … for duplicity …
… for cruelty … for flaunting …
… for reveling in each other …
… for insult as well as injury …
I don't know how you can live with yourselves.

You bastards
I hate everything I've ever felt for you
Everything I still feel for you
And I hate myself for feeling it all

And worst of all
I hate myself for hating you both
Even after all this.

Dimytri
(who once loved you both)